Skeletons
Ikkyu (1394-1481)
These thin lines of India ink reveal all truth.
Students, sit earnestly in zazen, and you will realize that everything born in
this world is ultimately empty, including oneself and the original face of
existence. All things indeed emerge out of emptiness.
This original formlessness is “Buddha,” and all other similar terms-Buddha-
nature, Buddhahood, Buddha-mind, Awakened One, Patriarch, God—are
merely different expressions for the same emptiness. Misunderstand this and
you will end up distracted for eons.
Filled with disgust and longing to liberate myself from the realm of continual
birth and death, I abandoned home and set off on a journey. One night, I
came to a lonely little temple, looking for a place to rest. I was far off the
main road, at the base of a mountain, seemingly lost in a vast Plain of
Repose. The temple was in a field of graves, and suddenly a pitiful-looking
skeleton appeared speaking these words:
A melancholy autumn wind
Blows through the world:
The pampas grass waves,
As we drift to the moor,
Drift to the sea.
What can be done
With the mind of a man,
That should be clear
But, dressed up in a monk’s robe,
He just lets life pass him by?
All things become naught by returning to their origin. Bodhidharma faced
the wall in meditation, but none of the thoughts that arose in this mind had
any reality. The same held true for Buddha’s fifty years of proclaiming the
Dharma. The Mind is not bound by such conditioned things.
Such deep musings made me uneasy and I could not sleep. Toward dawn I
dozed off, and in my dreams I found myself surrounded by a bunch of
skeletons, acting as they did in life.
.
One skeleton came over to me and said:
Memories
Flee and
Are no more:
All are empty dreams
Devoid of meaning.
Violate the reality of things
And babble about
“God” and “Buddha”
And you will never find
The true Way.
Still breathing,
You feel animated,
So a corpse in a field
Seems to be something
Apart from you.
I got on well with this skeleton—he had renounced the world to seek the
truth and had passed from the shallows to the depths. He saw things clearly,
just the way they are. I lay there with the wind in the pines whispering in
my ears and the autumnal moonlight dancing across my face.
What is not a dream? Who will not end up as a skeleton? We appear as
skeletons covered with skin, male and female, and lust after each other.
When the breath expires, though, the skin ruptures, sex disappears, and
there is no more high or low. Underneath the skin of the person we fondle
and caress right now is nothing more than a bare set of bones. Think about
it—high and low, young and old, male and female, all the same. Awaken to
this one great matter, and you will immediately comprehend the meaning of
“unborn and undying.”
If chunks of rock
Can serve as a memento
To the dead,
A better headstone
Would be a tea mortar.
Humans are indeed frightful beings.
A single moon
Bright and clear
In an unclouded sky:
Yet still we stumble
In the world’s darkness
Have a good look—stop the breath, peel off the skin, and everybody ends up
looking the same. No matter how long you live, the result is not altered.
Cast off the notion the “I exist.” Entrust yourself to the windblown clouds,
and do not wish to live forever.
Ikkyu (1394-1481)
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